The melancholic sanguine.
Saturday, November 19, 2011 @ What does it mean to you?

Friendship.
It means different things to different folks.
To some, it means everything.
To some, they're people who come and go.
And to me, friendship stands in the twilight of the how those people see it.
I KNOW I'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS, DON'T REMIND ME.

Friends are my everything, believe or not.
Just few days ago, they nailed corkboards onto the walls right behind my bed.
And so, I decided to decorate them with pictures of my friends, things from my friends etc. (STILL DECORATING DON'T JUDGE MY ARTISTIC TALENT SO SOON)
Do you see yourself there? HAH. (I still have stuff on my desk if you are too heavy to be put up there).
(I should really stop putting brackets everywhere)
Life isn't pleasant everyday, and so is work: a pain in the butt at times.
Having those little things to remind me I have awesome people waiting for me back in Singapore never fails to brighten my day.
I know I'm not a good friend to some people.
I know I don't put enough effort into some friendships sometimes.
Relationships as well, but that's besides the point.
I really appreciate the TRUE friends that are willing to do so much stuff just before I came here, despite me not being a very good friend.
The situation at the airport proved it all.
So, thank you thank you thank you for being there.
Especially those amazing people who still whatsapp/twitter me everyday.

But despite the awesome people I know.
There are still friends who just, perhaps, aren't worth keeping.
If I were my own friend, I wouldn't wanna keep myself as a friend.
What have you done besides saying things you don't mean?
I really don't need you around, do I?
What does our friendship really mean to you?
I don't define "true friendship" as being there always, only an idiot would do that.

Formspring Q&A NOW. HEH.

Q: What would be the thing you miss most when you are at Disney?
A: Everything, everyone. Perhaps the most, food?

Q: Is there any shops in singapore that sell icing cupcakes? (except the icing room)
A: what, seriously. google?

Q: If you have 3 balls, would you want to donate one to me?
A: No, go find your own.

Q: START BLOGGINGGGGG! Jeanny alrdy blogged! :D
A: Blogged ma!

Q: its funny to see you and jean post abt food! hahah *waves the singapore food* :D its going to take some time to adapt but im sure you will be fine! dun keep anything to yourself okay! im always on whatsapp 24/7! got anything just whatsapp if possible!<3 A: HEHE K I WILL ANNOY YOU NON STOP. Q: and talking abt food makes me hungry. what shld i eat? chicken rice or duck noodles or maybe sth else :PPPP
A: NOOOO GO AWAY. EAT BURGER AND FRIES ~_~

Q: No idea if you'd read this, but stay strong k!
A: No worries, I'm strong as steel, oh yeah!


Anyway, to you, who I don't know if you would even be reading this.
But I miss you.
Have you moved on with life?
Did I play just that short role in your life?
Don't I mean that much to you anymore...?
I still dream of you.
Does it mean you want to see me?
Or does it really mean I want to see you...?
I love/hate you. ):

disclaimer-
This is just a portal to express my feelings and happenings in my daily life. If you don't like it, then awww ); , too bad, buzz off. And if you came here to stalk me, feel free. HAHA, no, I'm kidding. Bye.

the one and only-
The name's Ho Zheng Hui. I came out of my mama on the 20th September 1992. I now study in Singapore Polytechnic's Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management. I am proud to be part of G-Club, Burenooo, xDANTE and DTRM04 Shiokolates! Lastly, I am a huge fan of Katy Perry and hope to meet her someday. (:

randomly selling-
Hi, I'm currently selling/giving some stuff that I can find in my house at damn cheap prices. Tell me if you need em, damn good prices. I may have more than 1 copy, so just ask.

1. Marketing Research Textbook

2. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Gaming Methods - David C. Williams & Kathryn Hashimoto

3. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Casinos: Organization And Culture - Chris Roberts & Kathryn Hashimoto

k thanks bye.

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