Can't think of anything to blog about.
So I guess I'll just formspring to keep this thing alive.
Thank you for asking those questions! :D
1. test tes one two is this working!! LOL... GUESS WHO!!
A: FIZZYWANDY! I'm pretty confident I'm right.
2. what's happening on the 19th of nov!!
A: ZEHZEH IS COMING BACK HOME! :D
Anyway, celebrated Keith's birthday today.
Had 2 cakes for him.
The first was made by my brother and sister, using Nutella, Peanut Butter & Bread.
It looked kinda pretty with all that Skittles on it!
The "cake" was supposed to be a decoy, making Keith think that we were celebrating his birthday shabbily.
But the "cake" was kinda overdone and looked way nicer than expected.
Oh well.
Played Monopoly Deal & did a little of the ASEAN exhibit today.
Kinda wasted our time though.
Hope we do well though.
Ayeight, bye!
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ Formspring questions & answers!
I realised that even though I put my formspring "board" there, people who read this don't get to see a reply.
So, I've decided to start adding Formspring Q&A posts to my blog!
I'm just doing this for entertainment.
I'm clear that people don't really ask me questions.
Oh well.
1. hi
A: Hello? Is this even a question?
2. IS JOCELYN AWSUMZ
A: Nope. xD
3. Idiot how can you not think I'm awesome I tell you all my secrets (asked by jocelynzxc)
A: WHAT SECRETS HUH!!
End.
Ciao.
So, I've decided to start adding Formspring Q&A posts to my blog!
I'm just doing this for entertainment.
I'm clear that people don't really ask me questions.
Oh well.
1. hi
A: Hello? Is this even a question?
2. IS JOCELYN AWSUMZ
A: Nope. xD
3. Idiot how can you not think I'm awesome I tell you all my secrets (asked by jocelynzxc)
A: WHAT SECRETS HUH!!
End.
Ciao.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ Envious.
It's such a weird thing, how people can be close to another, and the next moment, becoming strangers, or close to that.
I remember having this friend, this close friend.
We used to hang out, go buy stuff and go swimming together, even after I left Riverside, for awhile.
We shared our woes, that we never did share with others.
But now, we do none of the above.
And I realised, that we only contact each other when we have no one else for company.
I've been trying my best to keep this friendship going.
But it's not easy.
My friend has gone to a different school, met new friends and got on with life.
And new friends are always fresher than old ones, aren't they?
Perhaps this friendship, which I foolishly thought was something to be treasured, was nothing at all to my friend.
Are friends perhaps just stepping stones to your future?
Perhaps its time, time to move on with life.
So what's this all about?
I'm upset that those people out there, made a new friend, a friend that I lost.
Ah well.
If only that friend would know bout all this.
Time to get going.
Good night.
I remember having this friend, this close friend.
We used to hang out, go buy stuff and go swimming together, even after I left Riverside, for awhile.
We shared our woes, that we never did share with others.
But now, we do none of the above.
And I realised, that we only contact each other when we have no one else for company.
I've been trying my best to keep this friendship going.
But it's not easy.
My friend has gone to a different school, met new friends and got on with life.
And new friends are always fresher than old ones, aren't they?
Perhaps this friendship, which I foolishly thought was something to be treasured, was nothing at all to my friend.
Are friends perhaps just stepping stones to your future?
Perhaps its time, time to move on with life.
So what's this all about?
I'm upset that those people out there, made a new friend, a friend that I lost.
Ah well.
If only that friend would know bout all this.
Time to get going.
Good night.
Monday, November 8, 2010 @
I've got people stalking my blog now.
And I've got to be mindful of what I say here.
Else someone would start calling me a cyber bully.
Ha-ha-ha.
Went to school pretty early today, to pass someone's birthday present.
I reached the "bridge" at like 0735.
And because I reached early, I had lots of time to myself, just looking and observing things around me.
As usual, I observed people walking by.
And I bet you people would do that too, that is, if you're waiting for someone there.
So I looked at different people, comparing them to me.
And I thought to myself.
Some have things I do not have, and things I'd never get.
But there are others who don't have what I have.
An optimist would always feel that there is always someone that they're better than, and that they should be glad of what they have or who they are.
A pessimist, and perhaps at the same time, a perfectionist, may feel that they deserve better and will always say the same thing: "FML".
And it seems, up till this point, that I'm the latter of the both.
Today, my friend told me something.
Something that I may consider doing in my life, because I felt it made sense after thinking about it.
I swore I wouldn't blog about him, but I still did.
He said, "Your life would not be as complicated if you choose not to see it as being complicated."
And perhaps, I'm just being extremely paranoid.
I should think about this...
But that doesn't mean that this friend of mine is worth my time blogging about.
I realised that after working, I kinda lost my motivation to do any work, for school.
And tonight, I gave up on commanding heights, and decided not to do the summary.
All i wish I could do now is to stay at home and think.
And maybe I will get advice, somehow, somewhere, from someone.
Ah well...
I had a dream a few days ago.
To be precise, 2 days ago.
I dreamt of someone.
I had a clear vision of how that person looked like, but it's kinda disappearing now.
And I'm sure I've never seen that person.
But she was so important in my dream.
And when I woke up, I really hated myself for waking up at 0600 for no apparent reason.
The time spent in the dream was really... magical.
Sounds like Inception, doesn't it?
HAHAHA, if only that would happen.
Alright, my time's up!
Ciao.
Let tomorrow be a better day...
And I've got to be mindful of what I say here.
Else someone would start calling me a cyber bully.
Ha-ha-ha.
Went to school pretty early today, to pass someone's birthday present.
I reached the "bridge" at like 0735.
And because I reached early, I had lots of time to myself, just looking and observing things around me.
As usual, I observed people walking by.
And I bet you people would do that too, that is, if you're waiting for someone there.
So I looked at different people, comparing them to me.
And I thought to myself.
Some have things I do not have, and things I'd never get.
But there are others who don't have what I have.
An optimist would always feel that there is always someone that they're better than, and that they should be glad of what they have or who they are.
A pessimist, and perhaps at the same time, a perfectionist, may feel that they deserve better and will always say the same thing: "FML".
And it seems, up till this point, that I'm the latter of the both.
Today, my friend told me something.
Something that I may consider doing in my life, because I felt it made sense after thinking about it.
I swore I wouldn't blog about him, but I still did.
He said, "Your life would not be as complicated if you choose not to see it as being complicated."
And perhaps, I'm just being extremely paranoid.
I should think about this...
But that doesn't mean that this friend of mine is worth my time blogging about.
I realised that after working, I kinda lost my motivation to do any work, for school.
And tonight, I gave up on commanding heights, and decided not to do the summary.
All i wish I could do now is to stay at home and think.
And maybe I will get advice, somehow, somewhere, from someone.
Ah well...
I had a dream a few days ago.
To be precise, 2 days ago.
I dreamt of someone.
I had a clear vision of how that person looked like, but it's kinda disappearing now.
And I'm sure I've never seen that person.
But she was so important in my dream.
And when I woke up, I really hated myself for waking up at 0600 for no apparent reason.
The time spent in the dream was really... magical.
Sounds like Inception, doesn't it?
HAHAHA, if only that would happen.
Alright, my time's up!
Ciao.
Let tomorrow be a better day...
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @
I hate it when someone claims to know everything, when he has experienced none of it.
All he has heard of is stereotyping.
All he knows is to discriminate without sparing a thought.
You know nothing.
So please, just keep your comments to yourself...
The final day of work's over.
It was kinda frustrating, kinda fun at the same time.
People behaving like idiots.
People who didn't know how to listen to instructions.
They all made my day, someway or another.
However, it didn't really end on a pleasant note.
At the start of the day, I was unintentionally sabotaged by the manager.
This lady asked me to take care of her bedsheets for her.
But when I wasn't looking, he asked Linus to put the bedsheets back.
And when the lady came back to find her bedsheets missing, I got a serious scolding from her.
And he still asked me to apologize.
What an idiot.
Like Linus said, everyone there are idiots.
They do things with no sense at all, and cannot understand simple logic.
Leaves people so frustrated.
I was reminded of many things today.
Things from the past.
And I think I really should get over this.
True, there are always people who have been through far worse than this.
And I know I have to appreciate what I've got.
But humans are greedy, they always want better.
Well, I'm human and I can't seem to be satisfied with my life.
But it's what god gave me, and it's what I have to learn to treasure.
Ah well.
...
Where is the life that was once here?
All he has heard of is stereotyping.
All he knows is to discriminate without sparing a thought.
You know nothing.
So please, just keep your comments to yourself...
The final day of work's over.
It was kinda frustrating, kinda fun at the same time.
People behaving like idiots.
People who didn't know how to listen to instructions.
They all made my day, someway or another.
However, it didn't really end on a pleasant note.
At the start of the day, I was unintentionally sabotaged by the manager.
This lady asked me to take care of her bedsheets for her.
But when I wasn't looking, he asked Linus to put the bedsheets back.
And when the lady came back to find her bedsheets missing, I got a serious scolding from her.
And he still asked me to apologize.
What an idiot.
Like Linus said, everyone there are idiots.
They do things with no sense at all, and cannot understand simple logic.
Leaves people so frustrated.
I was reminded of many things today.
Things from the past.
And I think I really should get over this.
True, there are always people who have been through far worse than this.
And I know I have to appreciate what I've got.
But humans are greedy, they always want better.
Well, I'm human and I can't seem to be satisfied with my life.
But it's what god gave me, and it's what I have to learn to treasure.
Ah well.
...
Where is the life that was once here?
Thursday, November 4, 2010 @
My first ever starbucks!
...
Okay, keep your comments to yourself.
And yes, MONOPOLY DEAL! :D
\Just a random update.
Work tomorrow, bye!
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @
We're halfway through the 3rd week of school.
And I'm already feeling exhausted.
Worse, I've got work this weekend, and finish my tutorials at the same time.
This is it.
On the bright side, I'm gonna earn big bucks!
$10/hour and I'm extremely satisfied.
I realised that my blog is nothing but rants bout how my life sucks.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to turn this around.
My life really does suck and I need to complain.
I was looking at my old photos just now, and man did I look ugly.
Yes, I know, sounds like I've got seriously low self esteem.
I admit, I'm not proud of myself, even though I say things like, "We should be proud of what we have, cause we're definitely better in a way."
But words don't mean anything, actions do.
Mr Ronald was asking me what I wrote for 1 of my tutorial questions today.
And so I told him, I wrote rubbish.
Being the usual Mr Ronald, he questioned me, with a bit of sarcasm.
He asked if I thought my answer was rubbish.
I didn't know what to say, so I just read it. =.=
Then he said I should be more confident, because my answer isn't rubbish.
Okay...
I shall end your boredom here abruptly.
Bye!
And I'm already feeling exhausted.
Worse, I've got work this weekend, and finish my tutorials at the same time.
This is it.
On the bright side, I'm gonna earn big bucks!
$10/hour and I'm extremely satisfied.
I realised that my blog is nothing but rants bout how my life sucks.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to turn this around.
My life really does suck and I need to complain.
I was looking at my old photos just now, and man did I look ugly.
Yes, I know, sounds like I've got seriously low self esteem.
I admit, I'm not proud of myself, even though I say things like, "We should be proud of what we have, cause we're definitely better in a way."
But words don't mean anything, actions do.
Mr Ronald was asking me what I wrote for 1 of my tutorial questions today.
And so I told him, I wrote rubbish.
Being the usual Mr Ronald, he questioned me, with a bit of sarcasm.
He asked if I thought my answer was rubbish.
I didn't know what to say, so I just read it. =.=
Then he said I should be more confident, because my answer isn't rubbish.
Okay...
I shall end your boredom here abruptly.
Bye!