omg it's zh!

Hello all.
I'm back!
Missed me, didn't you?

It's my mum's birthday today.
So I went to Malaysia with my family celebrate.
However, my dad was kinda busy, driving to his factory like twice.
So my mum got rather pissed.
-.-

Then we went to this restaurant called Vivo.
The service pissed my mum off even more.
LOL -.-

Finisher move.
I dropped my phone on the floor.
Not noticing the sim card fell out as well, I picked up the battery and put it back.
After 1hour, I then realised that my sim card went missing.
Don't blame me for being slow.
I'm boring this way );
Well, my mum kinda got pretty irritating after that.
She was blaming me, like who wouldn't.
But the logic was that, who would bother to check every part of the phone after dropping it?
I just picked it up, put it back, and moved along.
What's wrong with that? =.="

Overall, it kinda sucked.
Hope dinner would cheer my mum up.

I know it's her birthday.
But I still argued with her ._.
I don't think I'm at fault.
But still, sorry mom.

Alright, I'd go off now.
Byeeee :D

So I guess, the ordeal is over.
Friends again. (:
Sorry I misunderstood sometimes.

Fizzy the post you've been waiting for.
FIZZYWANDY!
Who is this cool dude?
My bitching partner of course. (:
All we do is bitch about others and laugh about it.
HAHAHA.
FIZZY, WHY DIDN'T YOU COME TO SP TOURISM D:
Damn you.
LOL!

Went to chambers with Ven, Samuel and Teck today.
Kinda had fun, especially when we played together.
Hey, I haven't really tried L4D 2!
RARRRRRR.

Heading off to Malaysia later to celebrate mum's birthday.
Bon Voyage Zh.
Goodbyeeeeee ~

I hope we can still be friends, soon.

Good night.

After so much I've done.
It didn't seem like anything.

When you needed/wanted money, I lent you or even gave you.
Now, I'm just asking you to return whatever I lent you.
But you just reduced the amount as much as you could.
And what hurts even more is that you said that I was trying to scam you.
I really don't know what to say.
Just why was I so stupid?
It still hurts to hear you say something like that.
Tony asked what position I would like in DTRM camp.
And I told him vice chair would be okay.
Looking forward to it if I was really vice chair :x

Byee.
And, thank you Rachel, Amber, Faizah, Ven, Cheryl, Class guys, sokling and baby for cheering me up today (:

The clouds were so beautiful.
The sunlight was so intense.
Who'd bother to even look into the sky?

I just found out that there ain't no school on friday.
What's with the slang, LOL!
I don't really know what to post today, hmm.
I'd edit this when I think of anything.

Dad wants to me cook rice.
And I'm still kinda blur about it.
HAHAHA.
I still rock okay, thank you very much -.-

Bye.

If only things would go your way.
If only things would work out.

Tomorrow's Wednesday!
Next week is the last week of school.
Pretty quick isn't it?
Test week the week after that.
Test week ain't considered school cause there are no lessons! :D
Well, I hope I do well.
I'm confident for Stats(?) and PACC.
PTH's going to suck badly for me -.-
Well, got to start studying!

I want to make it last, heh.

Okay bye. (:

I meant it when I said you're immature, childish, naive, whatever.
I've calmed down, but I still feel the same way.
You just refuse to take in advice from anyone.
And you think you're always right.
Reflect or not, its up to you.

But I doubt you would, since you always think you're right.

Typical Monday today.
Didn't pay attention in PTH class.
Eating in Stats class.
LOL. -.-
Good game already.
Since tomorrow starts at 2...
Study group anyone?

I just get pissed easily.
FInding faults in everything that is done.
Just one question.
If you said you hated bias people.
Then why did you give that item to that person.
You mean you'd give it to everyone?

Some people have absolute control.
I don't.

Feels so awkward at times.
I ask myself, would this really last?
I really don't know...

I'm looking forward to the DTRM/04 Christmas party on the 23rd December.
Potluck, guys going to buy 1 roasted turkey and a log cake?
And there's a gift exchange as well.
I've thought of what to buy.
Well, see them then.

And I'm looking forward to 15th February.
Some special day.
Hahaha.

Bye.

Came home rather late last night, so I ended up not blogging.
Hmm, happy birthday to Ben.
The celebration last night was pathetic though -.-

Went to Suntec for Fish and Co. yesterday.
It was supposed to be part of IDEAs.
So I was with Linus, Nigel and Tony!
But I think my group is kinda spending too much on it -.-
Nevermind, for the A! :D
Nigel came with a stud on his ear -.-
And we were like, what rubbish.
But later, we found that it was magnetic, hmph.
Moving along.
I ate captain's catch.
Some Dory with some kinda sauce, something like tomato.
LOL, dory, LOL, Shannon.
Then the rice and the clams?
Was it clams, err I don't know.

After that, we wanted to go watch 2012.
So we went to Dhoby!
At Dhoby, we went to GV, saw the tickets almost sold.
So, we went to Cathay.
Cathay didn't even have the timeslot. -.-
So we went back to GV.
Eventually, we ended up sitting right at the bottom; the first row.
My neck kinda hurt after the 2hour 30minute movie ._.
The show, was average I guess.
The part where everyone died and only some survived kinda sucked.
Some parts were funny though.
"We're gona crash into something 27,000 feet tall! What is it that's 27,000 feet tall?! Mount Everest -.-"
What rubbish.
Some parts were kinda rubbish too, especially those "NC16" parts.
The way how some died were worse than The happening.
Which made the movie suck.

Errr, after that, the guys went to Just Acia without Linus.
He, erm, had a wedding to attend to. o.o
Just Acia isn't that cheat either.
I'm not some rich brat.
Er, I ate Dory; Shannon, again, but this time with cheese.
It was okay I guess.
Next Saturday going to Science center :D
-.-

After that, met the brothers.
Went to LAN, as usual.
People not having money, as usual.
So I spent like 50 bucks yesterday.
Never works out to bring extra money.
Nexr time, I'd bring just enough for myself.
At least I don't have to spend so much ._.

Okay, shall end here.
Congratulations to Ferris korkor (omg at the way I call him ) for getting married with Annie today!
Or was it yesterday?
LOL!
Still, (:

Bye.

SilverBird cakes are love. :D

Its thursday, at last :D
Yaye.
Bleh.
LOL, okay, whats with that -.-

Went to pack FC3 food today.
And it tastes way nicer than FC6 food.
And the milkshakes there rock.
FC3 ftw.

Suddenly you say you want to redeem the friendship.
And it kinda left me in shock, till now.
I do want to know what happened.
But then again, I really don't know.

So anyway, whats up lately?
I suddenly thought of OTC.
I wonder if Gavin still wants people to go for OTC.
I thought G club had a deal to go together :x
Oh and theres OM presentation tomorrow.
Got to go!

Byebye ^^.

Hello all (:
I'm kinda in a good mood now.
And why?
Because tomorrow is thursday! :D
Even though thursday is one of the worst days in school -.-
But still, yay. LOL.

Okay anyway.
I find myself kinda stupid =.="
I can't catch anything teacher says in class.
And I wonder how I'm going to even get a GPA 3 and above.
Sadded. );
If only I was more profound in english.
Dang.

Hmm, what do I have to blog about.
Oh yes, Went JP with Rachel and Tianwei today.
There was this weird lady who deserves to be whacked.
Not that I'm going to whack her -.-
Oh yes, Rachel and that woman found a table at the food court at the same time.
As she was hesitating whether to sit down or not, we just sat down.
LOL, so she was just giving us faces.
Loser. =.="
Yah, whatever lady.

Okay, got to go.
See you all (:

Stomach hurts like hell.
Gastric pains );
Oh what the hell, I have to lie down for 5 minutes to sit here for 30 seconds.
-dashes off to bed again-

Oh shit.
Maybe I shall continue tomorrow.

Don't know what got into me today.
I felt so angry.
Just so upset.
With myself?
With others?
I don't know.
Well, whatever, who cares.
But I kinda said some harmful things to people without thinking of their feelings.
And I kinda regret it.
Especially Huiru.
I kinda indirectly said that she was stupid and couldn't make it for FOM.
Yeah, sorry.

I've got to learn how to control my emotions better.
Thats all.
Good night.
Damn you gastric pain.

I wonder how you're doing.
Time's going to go past fast I hope.
Thursday shall come soon!
(:

The amazing race!
Pinky finally got eliminated, heh.
Was waiting for this day to come.
I dislike the globetrotters.
They got some attitude -.-
Meghan and Cheyne came in first. :D
Sam and Dan second. :D
Globetrotters 3rd. D:
Brian and Erika 4th.
I wonder whos going out next.
Tight race.
Shall catch it next week then.

Shall edit when I thought of more stuff.
Bye.

I'm not expecting much.
Well, its just so, virtual.
I'm being pretty coherent here.
-.-
Alright, whatever.

JENNIFER'S COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE!
-throws confetti-

Welcome back beloved husb. :x
Aye, shes been trying to teach me some statistics.
But statistics kinda turns me off. -.-

Well, its probably none of your concern too.
I'm not even expecting you to show me any concern.
I don't know :o

Alright, bye.

Nothing special today I guess?
Okay, maybe just one.
Well, you'd know the next time you see.
I'd just hope my dad doesn't kill me today.
-.-"

I've really got to study tomorrow.
If I don't want to get a 2x GPA this semester, I better study.
But there's just so much to do.
So little time.
Okay there's actually a lot of time.
Perhpas I'm just lazy ._.
Motivation please.

Oh, and Duane's eliminated from Singapore Idol.
LOL, like finally.
Sorry Duane -.-
But well, too bad.
Tabitha ftw.

Okay bye.

Fireflies.

You would not believe your eyes,
If ten million fireflies.
Lit up the world as I fell asleep.
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere.
You think me rude,
But I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems.

'Cause I get a thousand hugs,
From ten thousand lightning bugs.
As they try to teach me how to dance,
A foxtrot above my head,
A sockhop beneath my bed.
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems.

Leave my door open just a crack (please take me away from here),
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac (please take me away from here).
Why do I tire of counting sheep? (please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell),
But I know where several are.
If my dreams get real bizarre,
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Hmm.
An urge to cry -.-

You can forget what someone says to you.
You can forget what someone does to you.
But you'll never forget how someone makes you feel.

More to come?

Maybe I should start listening to advice.
Why am I so stubborn -.-
Must be in my genes.

Err thanks Linus? ._.
DH.

Lets talk about CRS and that asshole Melvin. -.-
My hands was sweating like mad.
I realise that when I touched the table, i could actually draw a water circle O.O"
Why was I sweating so much?
I went into the classroom.
It was something like oral examination.
One huge room.
But there were 2 students and Melvin was my partner.
Before the whole CRS CA, our deal was to agree with everything we say and not disagree.
But that ass -.-
Hmm, he started first and I was supposed to comment on his argument.
So I agreed to every single thing.
And it was my turn for my argument.
I think I said a lot of rubbish cause Mr Hew was laughing to himself -.-
It was seriously demoralising.
Especially when I was the only one doing my topic, no one to ask for help.
Melvin had Ameer, wth.
And then he argued with my arguments D:
Damn you Melvin.
So he said something so epic that I couldn't reply.

Good game.
Good night -.-

What the hell is going on -.-
I really don't know what to say.
All the nonsense that I can't take.
Maybe today's the day I stop bothering.
._."

2012's coming out tomorrow.
Yay?

Today, I was given an opportunity to show.
To show that I understood.
To show that I actually do what I say.

What do I say now?
Am I supposed to adapt?
You've changed.
All the things you've told me not.
But ended up just doing so.
Would I understand you again?
Or, did I ever understand you?
Sometimes, I don't know why but you just scare me. X_X

Forcing will not bring happiness.
Shall not force myself to blog further -.-
Bye.

Sorry ven.

To commemorate my 100th post of my new blog, I've added new songs to my blog's playlist!
3 featuring Katy Perry - Starstrukk (Katy Perry ftw).
Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart.
Madonna - Celebration.
Shakira - She Wolf.
Miley Cyrus - Party in the U.S.A.
Jesse McCartney featuring T.Pain - Body Language.
Real nice songs.
ENJOY! (:

The Amazing Race, heh.
Harlem Globetrotters came in first, by luck.
Eew. -.-
The roadblock was a switchback, where the teams had to perform an infamous roadblock in one of the previous seasons.
It was from season 6, where teams had to unroll hay to find a flag.
In season 6, teams spent more than 8 hours completing the roadblock and therefore got elimininated.
So today, I guess none of the teams spent more than 8 hours.
Hmm, Gary and Matt came in last, but came in a non-elimination leg and therefore weren't eliminated.
Dang.
Meghan and Cheyne came in 2nd.
Sam and Dan came in 4th.
Next episode's going to be really funny due to Matt and Gary's lack of English standard.
Lets watch it!

Hmm.
I may be going down to Queensway tomorrow.
TO SHOP!
Ironic enough, I'm doing it with the class guys -.-
I never imagined shopping with them.
Because there is a 4 hour lunch break tomorrow, we kinda need something to help us pass time.
Well, shopping tomorrow.
Peiying and I has a bargaining showdown! :D
LOL, my bargaining is not very good actually ._.

That should be all for today.
Hmm.
Bye. (:

All I want is...
To seem just significant to you.
Just sometimes, it feels so isolated.
But like I said, sometimes...
Nothing is perfect.
So why am I still going for perfection?
Am I just too silly?

Went out with Sam, Ven and Teck today.
Did the usual things that we would do -,-
At least we had fun, hmm.

I hope you give up on me soon.
I can never bring you happiness.

Do note, I'm not average idiot you think I am.
I'm not as stupid as you think I am. -.-
Why tap into the IP address and say that you tapped in?
I don't see a point in that, really.
When you tap into someone's address, you don't want your identity to be known.
Not any commoner can tap into an IP address.
And if you think you're no commoner, then mind you, its illegal.

I'm NO LONGER part of the 8 brothers.
So buzz off.
Tyvm.

Went out with G club today.
Went to eat Seoul Garden where Fizzy was late.
Went to catch "My girlfriend's an agent", after food.
Super funny show.
Fizzy treated us to everything, O.O"
Thanks.

Bye,

Maybe it really is hard to tell the truth.
Maybe it was all just assumptions.

I tried so hard.
But doesn't matter anymore, does it?
What do promises mean anyway.
Promises are meant to be broken. o.o"

Ah whatever.
At least I know I've tried.
Good night.

Its been a long day.
With long lectures.
Long tutorials.
It makes me feel so tired.
Just the feeling of not doing anything else but lie on my bed and think.
Think.
And let my thoughts wander.
But why.
Everytime my thoughts just wander.
It ends up there.
Where there's something I can't forget.
Where there's something I don't want to think about.
It just keeps coming back.
I can't seem to concentrate on anything.

Every dog has its day.
Today is yours.
Ameer said this to me today.
It got me stunned for quite awhile.
And I thought to myself.
Oh, so hes calling me a dog?
And I realised I'm getting more and more stupid -.-
I did something very epic fail today.
Eh, just don't wish to talk about it.
But its going to be very dumb.

I felt kinda upset today...
Maybe its because of that person.
That person who speaks behind backs.
That person who deserves retribution.
Well, whatever you say.
At least it made me realise some things.
Some things can't be forced.
If it doesn't turn out my way, then so be it.
What can I do...

If it makes you happier...

Well, look on the bright side.
I've got real good friends from G club.
And the outing has finally been confirmed.
Thank you Fizzy, LOL.
If Yekai doesn't make it, I'm sure to kill him.

Good night.
Please give me the strength to stop thinking about the broken friendship, because it just hurts whenever I think about it.

Today was just...
I don't know.
Even though I feel kinda sad.
But my heart feels much lighter.
How do I explain this.
Hmm.

There's so much work.
CRS.
PACC.
OM.
PTH.
STATS.
FOM.
Revision.
Revision.
Revision.

I'm going to start on my work.
Maybe I'd forget everything then...
Guess you'd be able to live life without me.
You seem so happy.
Looks like I really don't matter.

Bye, got to start on work.
I won't cry 'cause of you ever again.

Didn't go for OM lecture today.
Cause I had to go print the reflections for PTH.
Kinda frustrated that I missed out );.
I don't know why.
><

PTH presentation today.
The most formal I've worn for most of the presentations.
However, the presentation turned out to be a disaster.
After the start of the presentation, I realised that I forgot to bring my cue cards along with me up there -.-
So I ended up kinda reading from the slides and talking nonsense at the same time.
I sounded damn pathetic ._.
But on the bright side, I made Ms Chen smile with my nonsense (:

On to SPSS test.
I would have flunked it.
But luckily I "played cheat" and managed to do the test.
The stupidest thing was that some of the class guys were discussing on MSN.
And I was involved too.
Sadly, my question was different from theirs -.-
So, I ended up gaining nothing. Fantastic ain't it.
Worst of all, I didn't know how to do question 1, question 2 and some other front questions.
Demoralising ain't it?
But on the bright side, I managed to finish the paper, kinda? (:

Went home after that.
Caught The Amazing Race on TV.
Sam and Dan finally came in first (:
Meghan and Cheyne just right behind, 2nd.
Poker faces finally eliminated cause they couldn't complete the tasks which all required physical strength.
I think Brian and Erika screwed up more.
They should be eliminated -.-
Erika is super irritating.
I dislike snappy people.

Kinda a long day today.
I had lots running through my mind again.
But why worry, I get better all the time.
But still...

That girl on plurk is seriously annoying me.
Can I delete her? -.-

Tired.
Bye.
Am I still your best friend. );