omg it's zh!

After like 2124 years, I've decided, I shall do a proper post.
Be thankful okay. :P

I shall start with a few pictures, or screenshots from Audition. :D

This is when you want to look like Sam.

Here's when you try to look like me.

And the final picture!
Jeano and I finally did our love party! :D
Sad thing is, we only passed it on our final try -.-
And we even got 9 syncs, or was it 7?
Yaye, I love the ring :P

Okay, so here are my results for semester 1.
Its kinda horrible la.
Did pretty badly, have to work hard for the next semester.
2D+, 2C+, 1B+, 1A.
GPA 2.533. ._________."
Oh the horror.

So whats up.
I'd be going on the cruise trip on Sunday to Wednesday.
I hope I have fun ya.
First things first, pack my bag.
I was thinking, should I get a luggage?
Its kinda bimbotic, hahaha, especially when a guy drags a luggage to school. -.-
And I don't even know what to bring leh.
Okay, must really pack tomorrow.
I'm still so lazy to pack.
Have to borrow stuff from so many people.
Oh the horror!
Don't miss me okay. :x (even though I know no one will)

Okay, new blogskin.
Like it?
Simple and nice.
Sadly, I don't even know what colour it is.
I have a feeling its purple.
If its purple tell me to change it -.-

Lastly, I want to talk about the movie I watched today!
I went watching Accident with Sam.
Eh, its a chinese show, be proud I watch chinese movies.
Its about how you can plan an accident, to kill people.
Cool show, kinda gross though, the blood and stuff.
But the show has a very anti climax ending.
Don't like those kinda endings, don't watch it.
HAHAHA.

That should be all.
Shall get going.
I'll miss whoever needs to be missed :P
LAUGH AT MYSELF.
Bye.

Just so know, stop being such an ASW.
Super annoying, sheesh.

I don't know why I've been such an inactive blogger lately.
Okay, this post was meant to be on the 20/09/2009.
Yaye, nice date.
Okay, so here goes.

Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to ME!
Happy birthday to me. (:

ROFL.
Thank you everyone who wished me happy birthday through sms/facebook/face to face.
Thank you even more to those who gave me something :x
I got like 3 bags for birthday presents already X_X.
1 from Samuel, 1 from Benjamin/Vincent, 1 from my brother.
Woah.
Ok err, other things I got :x
Wallet from Samuel.
Birthday keychain panda from Samuel/Benjamin.
Flip flops from cousin Wee Teng.
Yeah, that should be it.

Oh and Benjamin Soh, Wong Sheng Hao, how dare you forget my birthday. -.-
Screw you 2 upside down I tell you.

Okay, results of exams out tomorrow.
I'm scared that I'd fail econs -.-
Die die die.
Wish me luck!

Cruise next week, Sunday.
Hope I'm going to have fun.

Okay la, that should be it.
Byebyee.

I don't want things to turn out this way...
What can I do? );

That day would be here in 3 days.
But I do not feel excited in any way.
I don't feel like celebrating my birthday.
I don't know...

What's wrong, tell me please.

Went for DTRM bonding camp last few days.
Made quite a number of new friends.
It was one of the best camps I've been to.
Well, but I don't want to go for another camp ever again.
I hate nightwalk.
I don't have the guts like other guys.
I want to back out, but I can't.
Because my mind stops me everytime.

I don't know what to say anymore.
Good night.

What can I do just to prevent this from happening...
It feels like I don't understand at all.
Why...

I'm just confused.
But I don't want to lie to you again.
After so much trust you put in me...
Can I sort out my thoughts soon?
);

Embrace it...

Work finally over!
Earned super big bucks, I think.
Ok tired.

Camp tomorrow.
Haven't pack bag -.-

Bye.
Makes me want to... cry...

Its been a long day...

FAM points getting stolen.
Hard earned FAM points.
Earned like some bull who farms the grass everyday.
And more than half of it gone.

At work, didn't manage to sell anything.
People snatching my customers all the time.
People taking my commission.
Irritating.
Worse, people going around in pairs.
Eat in pairs, do whatsoever in pairs.
I don't even dare go eat alone.

Well, whatever.
This is not the end.
I can get back on my feet!

Okay bye.
Just be happy.

Watched aliens in the attic.
It was seriously D-U-M-B.
The lamest show I've seen so far.

Sometimes, I often question myself.
Why do people fall in love? (This does not mean I'm in love)
I mean, is there like some scientific explanation why people fall in love?
Its like, animals only do "that" when they need to have babies and reproduce.
For us?
We're animals too, what is love exactly?
Is there really such a thing?
Or is it just a word made up by some random someone.
And then now, people think they're in love and stuff.
Weird. o.o"

Then again, why do people have to die.
If only we could live forever...

Okay, where the hell is suntec convention centre?
Is it in suntec city?
I'm so dead.

Can't let the music stop.
Can't let this feeling end.
Cause if I do, it'd all be over and I'd see you again.
Can't let the music stop.
Until I touch your hand.
Cause if I do, it'd all be over and I'd never get the chance again, I'd never get the chance again.

Good night people. (:
Sometimes I wish I could help, but what could I do, I feel so useless/helpless?
Just don't want to see y'all suffer?

Zzz?!?!
Here comes the childish people on my tagboard again?
Wonderful.
If you're trying to "help", let me tell you that its not appreciated.

On a brighter note, Happy birthday Weihao! (:
STAY LIKE, SMART FOREVER DUDE.
I remember quarelling with Weihao like everyday when I was like Secondary 3.
Fight like no tomorrow.
Haha, sorry.

Good news, Ellusion- is back everybody !
AND HE IS LOVED.

Theres a saying which goes like this.
A leopard can never change its spots.
Am I the leopard?

Somethings really can't be helped.
What am I supposed to say.
I've got to keep it in.
Swallow it down.
Get over it.
Cause, it won't work out.
Stop thinking/imagining it would.

My speaker is irritating me.

Long day I guess?
I'm feeling so tired.

Can you please not come talk crap here when you simply don't understand a thing?
Don't pretend you understand.
Irks me. -.-"

Come on, come on.
I really don't know what to do now.
Nothing's going to work out.
Why do I even bother to try?
What is wrong with me man, seriously.
ZZZ.

Okay whatever.
No point being so... GAGA. -.-
Negative critisizm this week hit the charts!
Oh, hahahahaha.

Tomorrow's going to be another long and hectic day.
I don't know what to do first, and how to continue.
Someone please help me through my day tomorrow.

晚安!
-pops off abruptly-
Its not like anyone wants to listen to anymore of my nonsense.

Just how does it feel like to be inferior?
I feel inferior like most of the time.
I can't do something well.
I can't do something like how I'm supposed to do it.
LOUSY.

Actually, I don't know whats up with the random paragraphs of emotional ranting.
Just being random.
Cause people with low EQ like me, have no idea how to express themselves.
So I'm just, randomly ranting.

Life has not been good !
LOUSY!

I used to be very afraid of death.
As time goes by, I realised that I'm growing less scared of it.
Its like, die then die lor.
We'll all have to die some day.
Just have to admit it.
I even wondered why I wanted to live forever.
LAUGH.

Okay, byebye. (;
我会家把学习, 不会让你失望!
And I have to try to be happy! :D

我到底有什么身份要求那么多?

I'm back from a long day.
Watched G force just now.
Really cute and retarded movie.
Can be watched the second time I guess?

I can't help it.
-Sigh-

I'm better off asleep.
Good night.
I promise myself to learn how to make myself scarce when I need to.

Fine.
So be it.

The 3 tests will do the talking.
I don't want to be stuck here forever.
Its no good.

Bye.

I want a change.
But who am I to demand one.

Urgh, think I'm falling sick soon.
Seriously have no time/energy/mood to study.

I'm absolutely annoyed.
I don't need advice from strangers I don't know.
Strangers who just sit behind the computer.
Strangers who don't even know how I'm like.
Strangers who judge me based on what one says.
Really, I don't need it.
Let me tell you that I'm not one who takes in negative criticism and thinks about it.
So get over it, stop trying to knock stuff into my head, and move on with life dudes.
Seriously.

Anyway, happy teachers day...
SP people are not teachers, but lecturers, so I don't have to wish them happy teachers day.
ROFL.
Okay, whatever.

Pfft, whats going on with life now man.
EVERYTHING SUCKS ! (I sound so secondary 3 student man).
Okay, whatever, again.
ROFL, bye.

Happy belated birthday Vincent Wee.