omg it's zh!

Had the wine seminar today!
Was kinda looking forward to this since last weekend already.
So yeah, I kinda had fun today.
I shall do a post on the wines we drank yeah!

We had a short lecture before the wine tasting.
So after the lecture, we had the opportunity to taste 5 different types of wines.
3 whites and 2 reds in total!
We started off with the whites.
The first one tasted pretty bad, perhaps cause I never drunk any before.

Look at the colour of it...
Sniff it...
Swirl it...
Swallow it!

The 2nd wine, which was also white wine, was corked and was opened by Isabella.
Ehh, she was damn pro leh.
Even Mr. Ronald asked if she had experience in this kinda thing.
Even he had troubles opening the 2nd bottle but it was worth all the effort.
The second wine was the best tasting one, from Italy if I'm not wrong.

The 3rd bottle was red wine, and was corked and was opened by me!
Heh, it was pretty easy opening this bottle cause it wasn't properly stored.
The cork wasn't stained so it was easier or something, along that line.
It was not good either, but at least better than the first (:

The 4th bottle was the last bottle of red wine, which was opened by Tony!
So cool eh, we get to open our own bottles of wine :D

The last bottle of wine was another white wine!
It was a really special wine because it is claimed to be the first ever wine produced in India.
Cool eh?
Even the logo looks very Indian already.

It was the oldest wine we had!
Which was supposed to taste the best.
I still preferred the 2nd wine though.
Heh, look at the back label!
First ever wine leh!!

So... after all that wine, I couldn't even walk straight.hough.
HAHAHA, no la, not that pathetic.
Everyone was so high after the whole session.
Almost everyone's face were reddened.
Some were horribly red.
It was really quite funny.
People hugging each other...
People laughing at each other.
People scolding each other.
It was really so... bemusing.

After that, Nigel and I went to Cineleisure for dinner @ Pastamania! :D

I had Shannon baked rice!
It wasn't as nice as expected.
Tasted kinda bland D:

But way before dinner, we went to 313@Somerset to get this! :D
Kay, I know I look so act cute, but that's not the point.
TEENAGE DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even the CD itself looks so cute.
And the highlight, it smells like freaking bubblegum!
It doesn't at all, smell like cotton candy (>______<)!
OMGOMGOMG. HAHAHA.
-high-

...
I'm still not sober.
Good night! :D

Would you just move on with your life and stop making mine miserable?

It sucks to find yourself asking yourself, "Who or what am I living for?"
So I've been asking myself this question.
And honestly, I don't know the answer.
How about everyone reading this ask yourself the same question?
Who do you live for?
Why are you alive?

I'm pretty sure at least 70% of you would not be able to come up with an answer.
I came to a decision that the reason I'm alive is cause I'm afraid of death.
Pathetic isn't it?
Sounds like some emotional post again, pfft.
Why's my life filled with these pointless thoughts?

Some people live for themselves, with a passion, and a goal in life.
Some people live for others, satisfying people around them, so they will feel satisfied themselves.
What do I have to live for?
Friends play an important part in my life.
They were what made me to who I am today.
But they can't be there forever.
There isn't any point living for friends.
Friends who will one day take you for granted.
Friends who will one day make use of you.
No friend last forever.

Sometimes, I find myself sitting here feeling lonely.
Lonely to the extent that I'm constantly checking my phone to see if anyone texts me.

I realised I've been indulging in false hope for quite time.
And it's time to draw the line and wake up.
I knew that not drawing the line would have me ending up feeling as stupid as before.
Maybe its destined to be the way you should.
Maybe forcing something that cannot be is really impossible.
I don't know how long more am I going to try to fight this.
But I'm not going back to my old ways.
I just need the determination to keep this going.

Someone help me. (>___<)

Woke up in the morning feeling like shit.
I felt so... musty this morning.
I don't know why musty, but it just felt like the perfect word to describe how I was feeling.
I still managed to drag myself outta bed though.
So I went out and took the long train ride to Expo.

Expo doesn't bring back any good memories.
It reminds me of standing for hours trying to sell keyboards.
It reminds me of the awkward moments spent there.
But Imma make these things change.

Met up with Abigail's friends first.
I thought it was gonna be another awkward moment, but turns out to be better than expected.
They were pretty hospitable people, especially Sirbest.
So I didn't feel as awkward as the previous times I went there.
So... I only met my primary 1 friend after service.
So after service, we went to Changi for lunch, where it was the first time I heard so much crap in my life -.-
But it was great :D
Let me share some with you...

S: Last time I kena bird shit like twice leh.
A: You know why? -HAHAHAHA- You look like tree.
D: Birds don't shit on trees, they shit on the floor.
A: Then he looks like the floor. -HAHAHAHHA-
D: No he looks like mud (didn't quite get this part).

And 1 more!
S: One day we go Marina Barrage picnic la, always go lan.
X: Go there do what? Eat grass?
S: Eat grass later the somebody come tell you, "eh, boy, cannot eat grass here".
X: Aiya, D eat halfway, look at the man then mooo, -inserts stupid face here- then the person will know he crazy already, then will say" okok you eat".
X: -constantly moos-

HAHA, kinda enjoyed myself today.
:D

Okay, Imma end of with two random quotes:
"You are the master of your own life."
&
"Learn to be geigei if you want to survive in this world."

BYE!!

SONGS UPDATED!

Just got a haircut today.
I look like Rihanna + a monkey.
HAHAHA, you'll find out when you see me.
I feel so... exposed and naked.
.______."

I'm going to church tomorrow again.
This time, to meet my long lost Primary 1 good friend.
Primary 1, kinda ancient.
But after talking to each other for some time, felt that kinda friendly feeling.
Ok, HAHAHA WTH. -.-
Yeah, so tomorrow's the day.
Back to FCBC (>___<)
I hope I don't bump into him.
Shall update bout it tomorrow if I have the time. :D

Till then, bye! :D

It's a long time since I blogged even though there was lots to say.
And I'm guessing that people no longer visit my blog anymore.
But that's alright.
I can express myself better without having to think about how others look at me.

Let me first start with my frustrations with TTP, and at the same time, myself.
The holidays have finally come, but not quite, since the exams are like 3 weeks later.
And that means it's time to study.
TTP just ended yesterday with the final walking tour, by us.
However, it didn't turn out as expected.
Honestly, I think we did well, or maybe alright.
But Chih Wee told us we were weak, in our faces.
And he took 15minutes just to mark each and every one of us down.
The only good thing he said about our tour was how bubbly Puifun was.
It felt like a huge insult, really.
So haven't I done well enough?
Didn't we put in enough effort?
Perhaps so.
I agreed that I've been free riding a lot on this project.
But I have done my part doing research, trying to impress you with stories.
I bet the others did put in a lot of effort too.
I tried telling some stories, since he liked stories.
We did everything possible to impress him, but none of it worked.
The whole 15minutes was nothing but negative comments.
I was quite disappointed. -.-"
Even though it's just one project, it made me reflect on myself.

I used to be quite confident with how I presented in projects.
But now, teachers have been giving nothign but negative comments on the way I presented.
So what happened?

Okay, enough said about projects.
Life seems to have gone by faster, and at the same time, slower.
I don't know how to describe this feeling.
I don't know why I'm doing things I can't be bothered to do, things which I dread doing, things that make time slower.
But then again, looking back, it felt like I was in mercure just a few weeks back.
-.-
Now I'm here, waiting for the exams to happen.

And everytime, I would question myself about love.
Does it exist?
Sometimes, I can't feel the love that people describe a feeling as.
Here I am, waiting for a train.
A train that will take me faraway.
I know where I hope this train will take me.
But I can't be too sure.
But does it matter?
Do I even have you?

Something must be wrong with me.
I don't know what I'm saying here.
Just a random post to revive my blog :D
BYE~