omg it's zh!

Thanks Samuel for editing the crap template for me. (:
Looks so much more decent now.
LOL.
There are some reasons why I do certain things.
And you've got to ask yourself why.
Its not that I don't care.
Think whatever you want, I don't give a shit.
All I can say, I don't like the way you behave.
Especially when you drag your "friends" into the problem.
And they make it seem as though they're the ones going through it.
It irks me.
Spare me the sacarsm please, I don't need to hear it.

i've got to say I'm not like others
I cannot make myself forgive and forget so easily.
When someone does something I don't like, I take more than a lifetime to forget it.
Thats me, I just can't do it the way others do.
Today definitely left a mark in my mind, I will remember it.
Actually not really today, but what I've held in my mind for the past few months?
I'm expecting spam after this, but I guess I'm prepared?

I'm not really good at dealing with problems.
When one arises...
I'd run and hide! :x

Went bowling with the class guys - Keith and Ameer + Peifen, Isabella/Irene Wee, Kassie and JunJie's Weiru.
Turned out to be quite fun.
Especially Kassie.
She threw the ball to the other lane.
HAHAHAHA.
Meaning, she wanted to throw it in her lane.
But she was too used to Volleyball training, so it flew the other side, but luckily it didn't go too far.
Just right, it went into the drain, LOL.

All the best to everyone taking O levels (:
And all the best to the PACC retest people.
Better pass this time ._.
Especially you, Irene Wee.
Fail you get if from us.

PTH project, good game already.
To be forward-ed, by Puifun. (:

Don't waste time talking to me.
Only the best can get things into my head.

I can't wait till 7th November :D

Short day at school again.
Hung out with the same bunch of lame people.

The amazing race.
Mika and Canaan got eliminated because Mika was unwilling to get down the water slide.
I wanted the globe trotters to get eliminated -.-
They were so stupid at the road block ._.
Meghan and Cheyne came in first again, yay.
Sam and Dan came in 3rd.
Hmm, hope either one wins.

I saw this commercial today.
It said, "love has no expiration"
I found it very true.

Its the responsibility that counts.
It doesn't count.
It doesn't mean anything.
Japanese's figurehead.

School tomorrow, better get going I guess?
I shouldn't take a casual remark so seriously.
Often, people are just joking.

I'm not going to deny that I'm at fault.
But I hope you won't be angry with me );
Sorry Patricia for forgetting to wish you happy birthday. ><
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
Sorry.
I'd make it up to you the next G club outing okay. X_________X.
I'd start by writing about you.
Patricia, I have so much in common with her.
Everytime she has some problems, I'm sure to have one thats similar. ._.
See, we so fated to be friends! :x
I remember the time you fell down and broke your leg.
And the rest of us still stood in fall in position -.-
LOL, we're such useless friends.
And I'd never forget how you helped me to get rid of that person.
Thanks Patricia.
Hope you celebrate our birthdays together soon.
Don't be mad at me okay, I'm really sorry. x-x.

Well anyway, SPSS test coming soon.
And I know nuts about SPSS.
I'm going to be so dead.
Should start revising soon.
Or else I'd really forward module ._.

Oh, the highlight of the day.
Thank you some certain people who didn't have us in your minds at all.
Well, what can I say.
You can exclude me from all your outings next time.
I won't give a shit too.
Give me all the excuses you've got.
Thanks for remembering people. (:

Suddenly, I feel lonely.
Everyone has someone to spend their time with.
Everyone has someone to keep company or to be kept company.
Everyone has someone to be responsible to.
Who do I have?

SPSS TIME :D
JYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJY.

-.-
What can I say.

Got back marks for PACC 1st semester exam today.
I've never scored this low before.
I know people in class will slap me -.-
I think I got one of the highest in class, but yet I'm still complaining.
75/100, and the teacher said, you got a B.
Which kinda just made me go ...
I've never gotten a B for POA before damn it.

I don't know whats going to happen tomorrow.
Some things are really pissing me off.
Mind you, I have never gone around trying to get attention.
You don't have to do that.
Isn't what you have enough?
Stop being a drama queen.
And you, can you at least inform me?
No information, how am I supposed to continue with anything.
I can't ask my parents cause I don't have an answer.
I don't have an answer, how am I going to plan?
...
Be more considerate and make things easier for me, would you?
This continues to add on to the list to why I should leave the 8 brothers.
YES, I'M BEING AN ATTENTION SEEKING WHORE HERE.
Can't I?

And Samuel...
Sorry.
I didn't know it'd make you feel that way.

Lastly, I think you deserve it. _l_

Thats all for today.
Thank you so much 04guys for making my day better (:

I actually typed out everything I wanted to blog about in my phone.
LOL.

Played DOTA with my class guys on Tuesday and today.
Damn cool eh.
We went to the Moberly LAN to play for free, promotion or something.
It was kinda cool cause we were training Nigel.
Hahaha.
I kinda owned with Night Stalker, Balanar.
Maybe I should make that my best hero ;x
Better go look for the build, rofl.

Attended GEMs today: Understanding Weather.
Even though the lecturer sounded super boring, the subject was kinda easy to understand.
I didn't regret taking this (:
4 layers of the atmosphere.
Troposphere, Stratosphere, Mesosphere, Thermosphere.
Clouds are mostly in the troposphere, less commonly in the Stratosphere.
And so on...
:D

I realised smoking is not all about being cool.
Theres more to it.
On my way to school today, I saw a girl who was smoking.
I turned over to look closer.
Then she hid, behind the dustbin, as if she didn't want to show me that she was smoking.
Perhaps she's addicted.
And she can't kick that habit, hmm.
Perhaps.

I want to say sorry to that certain someone, who has been real nice to me.
But I haven't.
Hmm, get over a jerk like me.

I see too much change.
I hope everything would be better tomorrow );

I'm so tired...
Nights.

Went to work today, without sleeping the previous night.
All cause I had fun. (:
Work was kinda torturous, with a insanely dumb lady scolding me for no apparent reason.
Rachel got pissed with her too.
Screwed my whole day up.

I don't know why my whole body's aching.
Badly.
Hmm.

Well, at least sam finally thought me basketball. :D
Okay, shall go to bed, good night.
I don't know why I feel so sad... ><

Where the hell is my pay? -.-
Damn it, the delay is seriously long.

Went to Sam's house with Ven today.
Practically did nothing. o.o"

Okay, so what have I been doing these days.
Really nothing at all.
My last week of holidays was practically wasted ._.
Ah, its okay, as long as I spend it with friends.
I wonder when the next G club outing would be.
I'm waiting Fizzywandy. D:

Tomorrow overnight stay!
-bounces-
Hope it'd be a success?
Yeah.

Okay, byebye (:
I know.

The amazing race!
It is awesomeeeee. :D

Today they visited cambodia.
Sam and Dan came in first :D
Meghan and Cheyne 5th.
Mika and Canaan 7th.
Actually Zev and Justin came in first.
But Zev lost his passport.
So... they went to look for it.
As they couldn't find their passports, they got eliminated, saving Maria and Tiffany ._.
They are lucky as hell la, saved twice.
No wonder they're professional poker players -.-
I don't like Lance and Keri ._."
Lance says that hes a lion and he can kill everyone else.
But he keeps coming in last few, LOL.
All talk no action, lmao.
S&D, M&C, M&C ftw.

Oh there is seriously something very wrong with the gems registration.
My registration time was 2.
I logged in at 2.05.
And i realised that there were only very uninteresting modules left for me to take.
So in the end, everything I wanted was taken.
So I ended up taking "Understanding Weather".
LMAO.
Okay la, I won't complain.
Serves me right for not being a kiasu Singaporean like everyone else.
LOL!

Okay, shall get going.
Amazing Race ftw.

Why try so hard?
I'm no one.

Went to Jurong Library today.
Wanted to do project but ended up gossiping about anyone we could think of.
Hmm.

Bye.

The Amazing Race leg 3.
The basketball boys came in first.
And the old couple got eliminated because of a wrong choice of detour.
Meghan and Cheyne came in 2nd, Sam and Dan came in 5th.
Mika and Canaan has got no competitve spirit, I think they came in 9th. -.-
I didn't get to see whats next on amazing race, sadly.

I don't know what I should do...
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Went for expert competition.
I was considered on form, cause I could perfect.
I got 1st for the 1st round, 1st for the 2nd round and 4th for the 3rd round.
I think thats my record. o.o"

Maybe I should apologize...
Sorry.

Let me tell you about the most epic thing I've heard on earth.
This is for you Haiza.
Converse shoes are not allowed in school.
Because it is considered shopping shoes, even though the colours are of allowed colours.
Epic, LMAO.

/Random: I hate an appointment with Issac Peh next Saturday, LOL.

Oh, and thank you Auntie Rachel for dinner. X________X.

My mum and dad are really different people.
I don't know whether its cause 1 is male, and the other, female.
But they have different ways of living their life, and different ways of torturing me -.-
My mum has no idea how important friends are to me.
My dad does.
He knows that asking for money from my friends is something very wrong.
He knows that collecting tuition fees from my friends is very wrong.
My mum doesn't.
She asks me to collect commision from my friends when I find them a job.
She asks me to collect money for the free movie tickets she gave me(buy a laptop from school to get 2 free movie tickets) -.-
She scrimps a lot when it comes to money, maybe to give the family a better life.
But sometimes, I find it, disturbing -.-

Now, in terms of how they torture me.
I know this is super random. -.-
My dad uses force, which kinda scares me.
Okay, not kinda, scares me a lot.
I got pictures in my mind of him holding up his fist in my face, woah.
My mum isn't scary.
But she's smart.
She uses whatever's important to me, against me.
She knows my friends are, important?
Yeah, I don't know how to describe, but she makes me lose face infront of my friends.
And etc.
I have very smart and scary parents.
But they will never understand me.
HAHAHA, what.

Goodbye (:

So many things to say.
Yet, I don't know what to say...

Amazing Race is back for its 15th season!
And I'm going to be a freak soon.

This season has really competitve teams.
Yeah.
I think I'm crazy over this show la.
I so want to join the race.

I watched TAR today.
The start of the race was really anti climax.
1 team was to be eliminated before the race even started, spasm.
So, 1 of the stronger teams, physically, got eliminated.
And the Poker girls came in last, but didn't get eliminated, crap.
I don't like the poker girls, -.-
ROFL, whatever.

Moving on to the 2nd leg of the race, I started rooting for some teams.
Yay, I'm a freak!
Teams I'm rooting for are Meghan & Cheyne(Shayne), Sam & Dan, and Mika & Canaan.
-bounces-
Any one of them better win. D:<
Getting a bit too high. :P

Amazing Race is the love.

-hops off-

Insignificance.

North - Nigel, South - Linus, East - Rachel, West - me!

The people I spent most of the time with on board (:

And the class.

Hi everyone, I'm back from the cruise trip!
Overall, it was quite fun, I guess.
Free time was quite boring as there was really nothing to do buy play cards.
That's what you get for being underage, haha.

First day of the cruise, all the admistrative stuff.
Went for buffet for lunch, which tasted pretty much like shit, not that I tasted shit before.
Being stupid, we went to the buffet for dinner again, as well as supper.
First day was pretty much the seasick day.
Couldn't get used to the ship shaking.
I can't believe I rented Majong tiles for a rate of $25 for 3 hours.
The spasm.
So I slept like super early, cause there really was nothing to do.

Day 2, Penang Island.
Before we reached Penang, we had some talks from the crew on the ship.
That was supposedly the educational part of the trip, which I felt was quite useless.
Couldn't feel any more boring than that.
I don't know if it was day 1 or day 2 which I fought with Linus.
And I felt that it was pretty stupid.
So I said sorry, -.-
I realised that when I didn't talk to Linus, I couldn't blend in with the other guys at all, except Tony.
I know it sounds super childish, hahahaa.
When we arrived at Penang, we went to some G hotel for a tour of it -.-
I was like, what can I learn from a hotel showing off its facilities?
I don't know, maybe I did learn something. ;o
Then we went to some local products shop, which I bought lots of nonsense in.
Then it was back to the ship!
Then it was free time all the way to bed...

Day 3, Phuket, the best day of all :D
Early in the morning, we left for Phuket already.
We went to tour the Prince of Songkha University, however you spell it.
Someone got bitten by the dog there, LOL.
Got a chance to go shopping after lunch.
So I went with Melvin, Linus, Keith and Nigel.
We acted like super bimbos at the shopping area.
We saw cool belts and decided to buy similar ones for everyone to wear.
Costed like 500 baht. (divide it by 23 for singapore currency).
Okay, so I decided to be cheapo and bargained, all the way to 350 baht.
We spent like 1 hour at that belt shop, the stupidity, haha -.-
So we left the shop with a Superman belt each, LMAO.
Linus is gothic -.-
So we walked like less than 5 metres and went,"Eh, shades, lets all get one!"
Okay la, that was me.
So we each bought 1 for 180 baht, 7 dollars plus :P
Carried on walking till we had to go back to the ship.
I saw a super cute beret which costed like 1450 baht -.-
When we arrived at the docking area, I saw more shops, so we were like, yay lets go.
Then I bought a hat for 150 baht, in substitute of the beret, LOL.
Linus, Nigel and Tony bought it too :D
Before we wanted to go back, it started raining like no tomorrow -.-
So by the time we ran to the ship, we were drenched.
So at 6+, it was Gala Night time (:
I wore something that made me look like a waiter and Michael Jackson's backup dancers(from melvin), ROFL.

Its some guys with the cock-eyed-girls! :D
Gala food was pretty much crap as well, haha.
After Gala we just talked like no tomorrow, which was the best part of the day.

Day 4, Singapore! :D
Nothing to talk about, LOL.

Some person in the class was really annoying everyone, haha.
People kept complaining, haha.
No comments except for, get your hair off me );

Okay, that should be it about the cruise.
I don't know what went wrong.
I thought about it last night.
Even though I said all those nonsense to you last night.
I bet theres another misunderstanding, from how you are today. I don't like you.
I can't do anything more.
I'm tired, just tired.

Let there be no stars at all.
Just that ray of light from the moon.

Happy birthday Alvin and Josiah.