The melancholic sanguine.
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ The hardest thing ever: Love
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Love.
It's sugary, it's sweet.
It's a word word with a thousand meanings that one cannot describe.
It's feeling that melts you down, disabling you.
It's bullet that will shoot you down, when you're unaware of it.

Many stories of love in fairy tales.
Love at first sight.
Living happily forever after.

Come on, get back to reality.
What is love to many of us?
Some say it's everything.
Some say it's just what brings people together, creating a better world.
It's just a feeling.
A feeling of attraction towards another party.
It isn't the world.
We watch too much of drama, where people die from love, when they don't have it.
And we come to believe that behaving like people appearing on the television set is okay.
People have evolved from the past, where life was so simple.
Some don't know what love is, but claim to feel it, just because of the people around them.

Sometimes, I don't see why people are kicking a big fuss over relationship problems.
Breakups, rejection.
It's just one story in your life.
There will be many more.
Why worry about someone who's going to be your past?
Don't try get what you've lost back.
It's not going to happen.
There's a reason why didn't make it to your future.

There are things way more important than love.
Sometimes it's best that we make a decision that's right for us and not what we like best.
And by the right choice, it means defying what we really want.
'Cause what we want, is not necessarily right.
Defying love.
Maybe this is how people become cold and heartless.

When you've been through too much, the next time something the same happens, it'd be nothing to you.
It'd no longer be a challenge.
It'd no longer be special.

This time baby, I'd be bulletproof.

HAHA, I've been watching too much drama as well. -.-

Hey you there!
I know you know that you're you.
Though I'm not really good at managing this kinda stuff.
I'll try my best to make life special. (WTF AM I SAYING HAHAHAH).

Gosh, I sound like a pussy. );

Thursday, June 17, 2010 @
IT'S TIME TO BLOG!
With SOME pictures! ^^
It was Fizzy's Birthday yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZZY!
I don't know how many times I said that already.
We had plans yesterday, plans that weren't really plans.
Spent lots of money yesterday, real broke now T_T.

Had a mini Mahjong session at Patricia's house.
I won 3 games out of 7!
I never win when I play with them -.-

Went for lunch at Pastamania @ Cineleisure.
No more cheese sticks this time!
Wanted to have Crayfish Pasta but was too cheapo to afford it. T_T.

After lunch, we went to watch...
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Yes, Prince of Persia!
Great movie, really worth watching, though they were kissing so abruptly. -.-

Went for ice-cream after the movie.
MAGGIE'S MOO! (?) @ 313!
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Ice-cream doesn't have to look good to taste good.
The best ice-cream I've tasted.
Either it's good, or I'm damn suaku.
I had Cheesecake Bake! (the one on the bottom left)
There was Cheesecake Ice cream, Caramel, Cinnamon Biscuits & Strawberries (Fizzy's favourite)!
I forgot what Fizzy and Pat had.
Yekai had some horribly sweet Cotton Candy ice-cream.
There was some milk cream, M&Ms and marshmallow.
If you don't like sweet stuff, don't ever try that.
It'd suck.
Go try the ice-cream when you've got time!

Went back to Causeway Point for dinner after that.
After dinner, we went to the St John comp's place for cake!
We lighted the candles before Fizzy came. -.-
In the end, the candles melted before he came, and this was what became of the cake.
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LOL, yes, very disgusting.
We had to dig up the wax before we could eat the cake.
So, the 4 of us had this huge cake.
And of course, around a quarter of it ended up on Fizzy's face! :D
Was damn full after that, so Fizzy decided to cab us all home.
AWWWW, SO NICE OF YOU.

That marks the end of his birthday celebration.
It's possibly the last time the 4 of us are going to meet up before Yekai goes to NS.
BYEBYE YEKAI.

/random...
Yekai: -sits beside Patricia's dog and whispers: "Go, go bite Fizzy!"
Fizzy: Yekai, I HEARD THAT!
HAHAHA, Okay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIZZYWANDYKU!

I wonder why I'm all alone at home now, doing nothing.
Bye.

Thursday, June 10, 2010 @
The ordeal's finally over!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
No, wait, it ain't no holidays yet.

Projects, projects and more projects.
I can't wait till the DTRM camp comes.
Hopefully, it would relieve me of some stress.
And some LF's birthday is coming up.
Celebration!
We've got to plan it this weekend, like seriously.
You're in for a blast! :D

So how were the papers?
Thinking about each and every of them makes me want to cry -.-
I shall elaborate 1 by 1.

TTP - Relatively easily, which increases the chances of negligent mistakes.
I totally forgot some codes that I memorised.
ID, supposedly Indonesia, made me think of Intercontinental Hotel.
BY, Belarus, and I filled in Berayzus.
Okay, many many more, not worth mentioning.

IHRO - Way easier than expected.
Everything I studied came out!
I'm hoping to get at least an 80 for IHRO.
The rest after IHRO was so bad that I'd rather not sit for the paper.

FBM - STUPID QUESTIONS ASKED EVERYWHERE.
Name 8 elements of a fine dining restaurant. (16marks)
Name 5 advantages and 3 disadvantages of a microwave oven. (16marks)
Name 8 menu pricing elements. (16marks).
These questions came from points, which really small font in the slides.
I didn't bother studying them as they didn't look significant.
Let's see how many marks my gibberish is worth upon 48.

FMAH - Easiest paper of all, or at least I thought so till today.
I could do every single question till the end.
But I realised all my answers were wrong after asking her how well we did today.
Surprisingly, she has finished marking all the papers.
And she told us, that our class had the highest class average of the cohort, 74.
Isn't that good news!
No it ain't, cause after she revealed some answers to us, I felt that I was those under 74.
);

BLAW - Average, I expected it to be that hard.
Well, I didn't really study for it, so no complaints.
I was already in holiday mood since yesterday.

Ah, whatever.
I don't know why I feel so tired.
Physically and emotionally.
._. time of the month.

Have to start with the IHRO report now.
Byebye. (:

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ ORLANDO/CANADA!
NINETEEN DAYS TO GET THE NEW PHONE, DAMN!
It's okay, I can wait.
Good things are worth the wait. (:

DISNEYLAND INTERNSHIP!
This is the main purpose why I'm blogging, when I'm supposed to be studying.
Yes, study TTP.

Requirements for the programme is a minimum GPA of 3! :D
Mine's 2.94, just 0.06 away!
I WILL GET TO 3, BY THE END OF THIS YEAR!
Sure, going to Disney Orlando sounds cool.
Sure, studying at a university at California sounds awesome!

But hey!
Money makes the world go round!
The estimated total costs for the whole trip is $12,400, AFTER SUBSIDY.
Hell yeah.
It ain't cheap, and money's hard to earn.
I can't bear taking that sum of money from my parents, just to go to America for 6 months. );
I've got to reconsider.
Is everything worth to money?
Yes, it is a once in a lifetime opportunity.
TWELVE THOUSANDDDD.

T________T.
Let me think about it while studying TTP.

disclaimer-
This is just a portal to express my feelings and happenings in my daily life. If you don't like it, then awww ); , too bad, buzz off. And if you came here to stalk me, feel free. HAHA, no, I'm kidding. Bye.

the one and only-
The name's Ho Zheng Hui. I came out of my mama on the 20th September 1992. I now study in Singapore Polytechnic's Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management. I am proud to be part of G-Club, Burenooo, xDANTE and DTRM04 Shiokolates! Lastly, I am a huge fan of Katy Perry and hope to meet her someday. (:

randomly selling-
Hi, I'm currently selling/giving some stuff that I can find in my house at damn cheap prices. Tell me if you need em, damn good prices. I may have more than 1 copy, so just ask.

1. Marketing Research Textbook

2. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Gaming Methods - David C. Williams & Kathryn Hashimoto

3. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Casinos: Organization And Culture - Chris Roberts & Kathryn Hashimoto

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