The melancholic sanguine.
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @
Okay, Patricia figured out the code, again, and she spent 36 minutes on it. O.O"
Well done Pat. :o

I don't need freaking kids to poke into my life.
You think you know everything, but let me tell you, you know nothing at all.
Tell me to change?
Come on, change your damn attitude before you tell me to.
You're not very perfect either.
Go face the wall, reflect on the crap you've done your whole life, then you come talk to us.
Don't tell me to do things when I don't even know what the hell is going on.
I'm not your dog.

I can't understand why you idiots can't just leave us alone.
What is your freaking problem.
You don't know how pissed I am now.

And, I can't express my feelings the right way...

@
I hate doing things for the sake of doing it.
Zz.

I found this swell at the top of my ear loop, inside my ear.
Wait, I don't even know what the flying textbooks is a ear loop, zz.
It hurts when I poke it.
Wonder what it is :o.
Better not be anything much, rofl.

Yay, pay day already ! ^^
/randoms.

Ohyes, I've gotten new spectacles.
It's metal framed, black on the outside and maroon on the inside.
It looks like red, but the spectacles shop guy said that if he told the customers that it was red, they'd be turned off.
Because red is gay colour. O.O"
I thought gay colour was purple?!
People, stop changing your mind please.
Okay, back to topic.
I'm taking like forever to get used to the spectacles.
My degree rose from 200+ to 450! -.-"
Okay thats pathetic.
I find it hard to climb up slopes or climb the stairs.
Cause everything seems so zoomed in and down sloped
I hate it when people come near me, feels as though they're going to hit my face.
And when I look at the floor, I feel ultimately short.
Its like my 5 year old height or something la !
HORRIBLE !
Okay, I will get use to this, yes I will.

I've seen something I'm pretty unhappy with today.
It isn't about the SJAB people, don't worry. (;
I feel like expressing it, but I'm afraid people will see, so I've got codes! :D
Figure them all out and you'll be an ultimate smart.
If you don't care, then don't figure it out.
Only Patricia has figured out my long codes before :o (if you figure it out this time, you'd be like, wth, this is a waste of my time, rofl)
6333473646396884289317327684377.
383796636253764782537.
47843732633336784473732546428848833?
3463.
43968489792688432768437733787693312277966.
4226183732546422732696673.
Zz.
Okay, I think theres something wrong with my mood today.
WEIRD.

Goodnight.

Thursday, August 27, 2009 @


GGT is gone.
Forward module.

I can't stop if when you say whatever you want.
I have no right.
I'd always choose to be selfish than a selfless person.
It always pays to be selfish.

Ah whatever.
Shall go sleep everything away.
WOO.

693335464736618628837269929.

@
I don't know why I keep sweating today.
When I woke up, I could feel my head wet !
Pretty disgusting.
My hands and feet sweat even more today.
Wonder whats wrong.

Well, its been a long day.
But I shan't elaborate much.

When one commits a mistake, I hope he/she wouldn't do it again.
Cause I won't be there to save you the second time you commit the same mistake.

GGT exam tomorrow.
And at the rate I'm going, good game.
I look at my books and notes and my mind just goes @_@
HOW TO STUDY LA.
I just pray pray I don't forward module.
Please please, I'd pay more attention next semester. T_T

Well, today I learnt a lot of things.
So much that my mind can't contain anymore.
Or should I say, I could have learnt more if I could take in somemore.
And to you out there, even though what you said made you such an ass.
I still have to thank you.
Cause I never would trust asses like you ever again.
I've realised that I'm nothing like that.
Their behaviour really disgusts me.
And I cannot be like them.
I have to change.
I have to change.
I have to change.
I want to just lead my life, as a typical kid you find on the streets.
I don't want to be special...

Its been a long day.
I'm dead beat.
But I have to study a bit before I sleep.
Don't want to forward module. );
Good night.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @
I'm scared out of my wits.
I did something stupid.
Regretting like no tomorrow.
Zzz.

Everything seems so unorganised.
Argh.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 @
我长大了.
要多靠自己.
我需要变成受.
Grow up boy.

I'm hungry, like in the middle of the night.
Well, today kinda sucked.
I want to get this mask off my face.
Cause its starting to disgust myself.

First up, I feel kinda letting down my classmates.
Its like they only can depend on Linus and I now.
And whenever they ask for my help, I always turn them down.
I feel, kinda bad la.
But at the same time, so many things stressing me out, I cannot handle.

And then theres the exams coming soon, damn it.

And as your friend, I would really want to pull you out of your misery.
But I don't know what to do.
I'm prepared to go to all means, as long as you're yourself again.
But nothing stupid.

Well, I'm really clueless of what happened.
Suddenly you're like a changed person, demanding me to do things.
I really don't know what I did to make that person angry.
And I still don't know.
I'm trying my best to live life here.
And I thought...
Forget it...
I always think, but nothing ever happens.
Stop lying to myself, cause nothing ain't going to happen.

Getting new spectacles tomorrow.
Well, maybe thats a fresh start tomorrow.
Hope everything will be okay, soon.

Good night.
I apologise for acting this way today, but I thats the way which seems to work better.

Saturday, August 22, 2009 @
When it comes to this.
Only I can't do anything.
Realised that its just all in the head.
Realised that it isn't just me.
I am who I am.
Everyone thinks so too.
Do I know whats going on?

!!!!!
-.-

@
Damn you, CABs.
You guys are seriously people with no life.
Grow up childish people.
Not referring to you Alvin, even though you're a CAB. ;P

So clueless to what I can do for you now.
My comforting doesn't work anymore.
So, I'm just going to sit here to watch you suffer?
._., well done.

PACC EXAMS ARE ON MONDAY !
-freaksout-
All the best to meee.
Okay, shall head off to bed.
Nightsssss.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @
I cannot fall asleep!
@_@!
Damnnnnnn.

@
Study break is finally here.
Long holidays ahead.
But wait, I have to study first !
Exams are in the next 2 weeks.
I know I'm going to fail some of them, so I better buck up, NOW.

After today, I think I know what you're thinking.
I don't know if you really are thinking that way, but its not true.
Well, maybe its true that my feelings come cheap.

Oh, and I have presentation on thursday.
Wish me luck.
Byebyee.
I hope.
I wish.
I can talk to you tomorrow.

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @
I didn't sleep last night.
And I am TIRED!
._.

Watched GI Joe last night at 1215! :D
The show was pretty amusing la.
Especially the fighting scenes.
SO DAMN COOL! ;o

Stayed out last night, for the very first time.
But I don't know why I was rather snappy.
I suddenly felt...
Aye, I don't know.
But then now...
I'm lost.
So confused.
What should I do?
I want to say sorry, but I still feel, I'm not at fault.
I don't know la.
Why was I so hot tempered, zzz.

Byebyeeeee.

Thursday, August 13, 2009 @
2 days to go...
Well, I'm pretty much lost now.
But, I'm clear that not everything can go my way.
So...
I can't complain.

I'm done with my Expression Web project.
I never imagined myself finishing it.
Cause I never paid attention in class.
But thanks to blogging knowledge, I finished it, cause I could read HTML.
Okay, at least that made me happier.

Sometimes I feel useless in class.
My project mates always make me feel like I'm doing nothing.
I think no one would want to be in my group next semester.
On the bright side...
On the bright side...
Err, I start school at 12 tomorrow.
OKAY, SAY YAYE ! :DD

I'd get going.
Ciao.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @
Well, the birthday celebration was great today.
At least all of us had fun (;
The mango cake rocked! xD
Now people, pay up. -coughs-

I don't know whats going on in my mind now.
Everything's in a mess.
I can never handle my things properly.

I feel so demoralised.
Don't have any more self esteem left.
Thank you -.-
I hate it when my class calls me that.
I hate it when people say those things.
Just because of the way I behave.
I'm not okay, can't you just stop it.
People tell me to be who I am.
But I don't see the point.
I hate being laughed at.
I feel so stupid.
Don't comment on my gender, I hate it.
10 years, I've had it...

629234162388376333323.
668545326966322737.

@
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL PEH! :D
Stop being emo all the time.
Cause you've got such a nice smile.
Yes, I keep saying this, but be more confident!
You can when you think you can.
And you're a great friend (;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIRU ._.
Don't say I bad, I still wish you happy birthday on my blog.
TUAPAI EH !
The most decent and normal girl among FLS.
Yes, no laughing at laptop farting -.-
Okay, maybe you're a bit insane too.

All of a sudden I kinda miss working at expo.
I miss the people there.
Botak, Raymond, Robinson, Phillips guy, Bluetooth girl, Seagate couple and etc.
ROFL, I know the naming convention sucks -.-

I'm going to do something really stupid this Sunday.
But I hope it does improve things around.

Some dedications...
Thank you Benjamin soh, for your lameshit joke, will post it some day.
Thank you Phillips guy for that idea and sorry. ;o
Okay only 2, but whatever. :D

I WANT MY PAY SOON. );<
I LOVE HARVEY NORMAN ! :DD

Monday, August 10, 2009 @
3 days gone.
1 to go (;
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I'm so tired. D;
But I can do this!

Tomorrow's going to be a hectic day.
After the whole event closes, we're still required to pack up and do stock take ._.
Wonder what time I would be able to go home.

So many things happened these few days.
Not anything bad but.
I don't know why I feel theres nothing to blog about.

Okay, byebye.
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Sunday, August 9, 2009 @
Happy birthday Singapore.

All I want is that.
Is that too much to ask for?

Well, I'm just exhausted today.
Thank you the both of you.
Good night.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @
I WANT A NEW HAIRSTYLE ! D:<
Maybe one like Samuel's...
GRRRR, my hair looks so boring.


Sunday, August 2, 2009 @
I don't know what to say.
I really really believed you.
I ain't special after all.
Yes I may be, in the wrong way, weird.
What right do I have to complain?

Saturday, August 1, 2009 @


David Archuleta - Touch My Hand
Nice song.
Listen to it.

I'm sorry G club for not meeting you guys today.
Really really sorry.
But guess you'd still ignore me.
Apologies don't mean anything, do they?

I'm exhausted.
Is this it?
Its fading away.
Maybe its just the exhaustion.

Bye.

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This is just a portal to express my feelings and happenings in my daily life. If you don't like it, then awww ); , too bad, buzz off. And if you came here to stalk me, feel free. HAHA, no, I'm kidding. Bye.

the one and only-
The name's Ho Zheng Hui. I came out of my mama on the 20th September 1992. I now study in Singapore Polytechnic's Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management. I am proud to be part of G-Club, Burenooo, xDANTE and DTRM04 Shiokolates! Lastly, I am a huge fan of Katy Perry and hope to meet her someday. (:

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1. Marketing Research Textbook

2. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Gaming Methods - David C. Williams & Kathryn Hashimoto

3. Gaming Operations Management Textbook: Casinos: Organization And Culture - Chris Roberts & Kathryn Hashimoto

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