It's a long time since I blogged even though there was lots to say.
And I'm guessing that people no longer visit my blog anymore.
But that's alright.
I can express myself better without having to think about how others look at me.
Let me first start with my frustrations with TTP, and at the same time, myself.
The holidays have finally come, but not quite, since the exams are like 3 weeks later.
And that means it's time to study.
TTP just ended yesterday with the final walking tour, by us.
However, it didn't turn out as expected.
Honestly, I think we did well, or maybe alright.
But Chih Wee told us we were weak, in our faces.
And he took 15minutes just to mark each and every one of us down.
The only good thing he said about our tour was how bubbly Puifun was.
It felt like a huge insult, really.
So haven't I done well enough?
Didn't we put in enough effort?
Perhaps so.
I agreed that I've been free riding a lot on this project.
But I have done my part doing research, trying to impress you with stories.
I bet the others did put in a lot of effort too.
I tried telling some stories, since he liked stories.
We did everything possible to impress him, but none of it worked.
The whole 15minutes was nothing but negative comments.
I was quite disappointed. -.-"
Even though it's just one project, it made me reflect on myself.
I used to be quite confident with how I presented in projects.
But now, teachers have been giving nothign but negative comments on the way I presented.
So what happened?
Okay, enough said about projects.
Life seems to have gone by faster, and at the same time, slower.
I don't know how to describe this feeling.
I don't know why I'm doing things I can't be bothered to do, things which I dread doing, things that make time slower.
But then again, looking back, it felt like I was in mercure just a few weeks back.
-.-
Now I'm here, waiting for the exams to happen.
And everytime, I would question myself about love.
Does it exist?
Sometimes, I can't feel the love that people describe a feeling as.
Here I am, waiting for a train.
A train that will take me faraway.
I know where I hope this train will take me.
But I can't be too sure.
But does it matter?
Do I even have you?
Something must be wrong with me.
I don't know what I'm saying here.
Just a random post to revive my blog :D
BYE~